Soul-Drive

Envy is indeed the true thief of Joy. I was on the 2nd year of Senior High school when i decided to "leave" drawing. Everytime i saw a drawing better than mine, my heartbeat races, my breath shortened, there was a negative feeling swelling up inside me. It was scary, it was crazy. The only reason my hands stopped stroking pencil is because of one stupid thing, My ego was being attacked. Passing college years as a Communications student until graduation, I became one among the top 50, earned scholarship exchange student in South Korea, winning numerous speech competitions, earning cum laude... Yet it still feels empty. It feels horribly no